March 2012
61 posts
I’m sorry I don’t call.” —Jeanann Verlee, Genetics of Regret (via grammatolatry)
February 2012
53 posts
‘I wanted love to go on and on, never to get less…’ I had never spoken to anyone like this, except Sarah, but Henry’s reply was not Sarah’s. He said, ‘It’s not in human nature. One has to be satisfied…’ but that wasn’t what Sarah had said, and sitting there beside Henry in the Victoria Gardens, watching the day die, I remembered the end of the whole ‘affair’.
She had said to me - they were nearly the last words I heard from her before she came dripping into the hall from her assignation - ‘You needn’t be so scared. Love doesn’t end. Just because we don’t see each other…’ She had already made her decision, though I didn’t know it till next day, when the telephone presented nothing but the silent open mouth of somebody found dead. She said, ‘My dear, my dear. People go on loving God, don’t they, all their lives without seeing Him?’ ‘That’s not our kind of love.’ ‘I sometimes don’t believe there’s any other kind
” —“The End of the Affair” by Graham Greenefor brunch
if you can imagine her being too young to buy beer,
if she dances in the back without red lipstick watching your mouth
if she links a forefinger through your belt loop, follows you to a home
on a two-lane road over dead rocks and souls left to dry,
past red capes of dust fields,
if you pull over at the road’s split lip and she pulls over, too
if you sit by her pool, sick with no decent pool man, drinking wine
until your teeth are bleeding without apology,
if you continue to tell stories that have no song lyrics to legacy them,
if you tap your forehead twice against the side of her bed she won’t sleep on—
already spreading in the goodbye behind you—
she loves you I promise, though she won’t want to admit it.” —Tristan Silverman, This Is How It Will Happen (via grammatolatry)