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March 2012

61 posts

Feb 29, 20128 notes
#gimme #furniture #design #interior design
“This morning, with her, having coffee.” —Johnny Cash, when asked for his definition of paradise (via drinkyourjuice)
Feb 29, 201242,907 notes
#johnny cash #june carter #paradise #quotation #love
“See I always liked the song until I saw the movie White Girls. This must be the white song that all black people like, you know every year there’s a song that black people like and this is that. I love the string arrangements. Ron Fare is really up on the strings.” —Kanye West on his feelings about ”A Thousand Miles” by Vanessa Carlton (via crashbangtrollop)
Feb 29, 20123 notes
#everything that comes out of this man's mouth #kanye #vanessa carlton
“I’m sorry I don’t call. Sorry I snuck down the stairs and out to the mouth of a boy who will never know my name. I’m sorry I ruined your carpet with a backdraft of whiskey. I’m sorry I told our secrets. Sorry I put them in a book. Sorry I didn’t tell you about it. I’m sorry for the freckles and the switches and the mean boys in grade school. I’m sorry I scratched your Neil Diamond record. Sorry I drew the picture of the dead cat. Titled it after my dead sister. I’m sorry they pulled her from your body like a sad wet sponge. I’m sorry no one came to the hospital. Sorry I felt sorry. I’m sorry about the stolen tampons and the nest of mice in the stove. The pennies for gas money. Sorry I drank all your rum. Sorry about the boy in the basement. And the one on the porch. And the back of your car. I’m sorry about the slashed window screens. And forearms. I’m sorry I lied about acid and the boy with the knife. The houseful of beer rats. Sorry for the weevils and the dead grass. I’m sorry I don’t call anymore. I’m sorry your life looks like this in photo albums. Sorry I was part of your stain. I’m sorry it took 36 years to say this. You hate me. You are too kind to say so. Sorry I told our stories. Sorry I am so small. Sorry I haven’t thanked you for sacrifice. For stereo and dolls and English and correcting my stutter and the big slumber party with all the gift bags. Sorry I vomited in the wash drain. Sorry I left. Sorry I came back. I’m sorry you still get so angry. Sorry I struck back. Sorry I loved you so hard—then turned like a coin that has run out of spin. I’m sorry the rock opened that boy’s forehead. Sorry I cursed you. Sorry I wouldn’t let you hit me anymore. I’m sorry I lied. Sorry I couldn’t tell you. Sorry I am a coward. My skin has started to yellow. My neck is curving into an ampersand. I’m sorry we can’t talk about it. I sorry we can’t talk. Sorry the world kicked you so hard. I’m sorry he’s sick, mama. Sorry all I can do is worry what happens next. Sorry I wrote the poems. Sorry I stopped calling. Sorry I don’t visit. Sorry you never wanted me. I can’t be fixed. We can’t laugh. I’m sorry I don’t need you like other girls. There’s so much decay in these bones. There are no grandchildren. Sorry I failed. Sorry I am alone. I’m sorry alone is easier than talking to you. I’m sorry it comes like this. Flood and undertow. Sorry I can’t sit comfortably in the same room. That I twitch like a startled moth. Sorry I came out hard and sharp and full of claws. Ruined your body. Only learned the wrong things. I’m sorry you’re so far. Sorry I have no intention of coming to find you.

I’m sorry I don’t call.”
—Jeanann Verlee, Genetics of Regret (via grammatolatry)
Feb 29, 2012249 notes
#apology #jeanann verlee #genetics of regret #lit #poetry #quotation

February 2012

53 posts

“Everything must be all right. If we love enough.” —“The End of the Affair” by Graham Greene
Feb 29, 20122 notes
#the end of the affair #graham greene #lit #quotation
Feb 28, 20121 note
#cat #that cat #kingsley #kathy feeny #concerned looks
“

‘I wanted love to go on and on, never to get less…’ I had never spoken to anyone like this, except Sarah, but Henry’s reply was not Sarah’s. He said, ‘It’s not in human nature. One has to be satisfied…’ but that wasn’t what Sarah had said, and sitting there beside Henry in the Victoria Gardens, watching the day die, I remembered the end of the whole ‘affair’.

She had said to me - they were nearly the last words I heard from her before she came dripping into the hall from her assignation - ‘You needn’t be so scared. Love doesn’t end. Just because we don’t see each other…’ She had already made her decision, though I didn’t know it till next day, when the telephone presented nothing but the silent open mouth of somebody found dead. She said, ‘My dear, my dear. People go on loving God, don’t they, all their lives without seeing Him?’ ‘That’s not our kind of love.’ ‘I sometimes don’t believe there’s any other kind

”
—“The End of the Affair” by Graham Greene
Feb 28, 2012
#the end of the affair #graham greene #lit #quotation
Feb 28, 201211 notes
#banyan tree #phuket #thailand
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Feb 27, 20122 notes
#tegan and sara #body work #tegan & sara #music
“Your one and only source into the scandalous lives of Manhattan’s elite.” —Sylvia Plath (via incorrectsylviaplathquotes)
Feb 27, 2012218 notes
#sylvia plath #lit #kathy feeny
“I suppose - in a way - we’d got to the end of love. There was nothing else we could do together. She could shop and cook and fall asleep with you, but she could only make love with me.” —“The End of the Affair” by Graham Greene
Feb 27, 20124 notes
#graham greene #the end of the affair #quotation #lit
Feb 27, 20123,842 notes
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Feb 26, 20122 notes
“I have been sorry for myself for so long, so exclusively, that it seemed strange to me to feel sorry for my enemy.” —“The End of the Affair” by Graham Greene
Feb 26, 20121 note
#graham greene #the end of the affair #lit #quotation
“If a girl ever drives four hours alone in the dark wipe of 3am to meet you
            for brunch

if you can imagine her being too young to buy beer,

if she dances in the back without red lipstick watching your mouth

if she links a forefinger through your belt loop, follows you to a home
            on a two-lane road over dead rocks and souls left to dry,
            past red capes of dust fields,

if you pull over at the road’s split lip and she pulls over, too

if you sit by her pool, sick with no decent pool man, drinking wine
            until your teeth are bleeding without apology,

if you continue to tell stories that have no song lyrics to legacy them,

if you tap your forehead twice against the side of her bed she won’t sleep on—
            already spreading in the goodbye behind you—
            she loves you I promise, though she won’t want to admit it.”
—Tristan Silverman, This Is How It Will Happen (via grammatolatry)
Feb 25, 2012780 notes
#tristan silverman #this is how it will happen #lit #poetry #love #grammatolatry
“I woke with the sadness of her last cautious advice still resting on my mind, and within three minutes of waking her voice on the telephone dispelled it. I have never known a woman before or since so able to alter a whole mood by simply speaking on the telephone, and when she came into a room or put her hand on my side she created at once the absolute trust I lost with every separation.” —“The End of the Affair” by Graham Greene
Feb 25, 20123 notes
#the end of the affair #graham greene #lit #quotation
Feb 24, 20126 notes
#humphrey bogart #lauren bacall #oscars #1951 #african queen #old hollywood
“His desire was simply for companionship: he felt for the first time excluded from Sarah’s confidence: he was worried and despairing - he didn’t know what was going on or what was going to happen. He was living in a terrible insecurity. To that extent his plight was worse than mine. I had the security of possessing nothing. I could have no more than I had lost, while he still owned her presence at the table, the sound of her feet on the stairs, the opening and closing of doors, the kiss on the cheek - I doubt if there was much else now, but what a lot to a starving man is just that much.” —“The End of the Affair” by Graham Greene
Feb 24, 20121 note
#graham greene #the end of the affair #quotation #lit
“As long as I could make-believe that love lasted, I was happy - I think I was even good to live with, and so love did last. But if love had to die, I wanted it to die quickly. It was as though our love were a small creature caught in a trap and bleeding to death: I had to shut my eyes and wring its neck.” —“The End of the Affair” by Graham Greene
Feb 23, 20122 notes
#the end of the affair #graham greene #lit #quotation
“When I began to realize how often we quarrelled, how often I picked on her with nervous irritation, I became aware that our love was doomed: love had turned into a love-affair with a beginning and an end” —“The End of the Affair” by Graham Greene
Feb 22, 20121 note
#the end of the affair #graham greene #lit #quotation
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